Mr. and Mrs. Jackson

As promised, this will be a total rant being that…

I’m getting married today!!!! By the time this blog is published, I will be waking up to what will undoubtebly the best day of my life. I can’t believe it’s here already! People keep asking me if I’m nervous, but I’m not. I’m surprisingly calm. Perhaps I’m experiencing the calm before the storm. If I am, I’m not looking forward to the storm. I like this calmness. I like feeling in control in such an important time in my life. I wonder how I’ll feel when walking down the aisle. Marcus said that he think he’s going to cry. If he does that, then it’s all over for the both of us. I can ONLY keep it together if he can.

I’m all packed for our quick get-a-way. (We’re going to Antigua during the winter when Marcus has more vacation time.) I moved the last of my things into the condo. My wedding dress, veil, jewelry, shoes, etc. are at my best friend’s house as that is where I’ll get dressed. Gifts are wrapped, hair and makeup appointments are in order, and the day’s schedule is set. I think it’s safe to say that I’m ready! It’s been said that something always goes wrong on the wedding day. I wonder what that’ll be. Will I get stuck in traffic? Will someone’s dress tear? Will I hate my hair? (I just figured out how I am going to wear my hair yesterday. Talk about panic!) No matter what happens though, I’ll be okay. I’m not the bridezilla type and as long as the day ends up with me being Mrs. Jackson, I’m straight.

So…Here goes everything! I can’t really focus at this point. This blog would be so much better if I could. I’m not even sure why I’m at work the day before my wedding. Daydreaming will be my day’s work today. I’m sure my boss would understand. I’m going to sign off for now and go over tomorrow’s schedule and my to do list for the 15th time. Have a good weekend everyone! You know I will!

Marcus and Jendayi FOREVER! Wohoooo!

jendayi